I heard Over You by Miranda Lambert today and it turned me into a pile of mush. The words "You went away. How dare you. I miss you. They say I'll be ok but I'm not going to ever get over you" hit my heart like a brick. This time last year my husband and I were in heaven. This time last year I was about 6 weeks pregnant. Saying that now feels so crazy especially since I had my missed miscarriage at 7 weeks and didn't find out until I was almost 12 weeks.
I just realized that this was the month I found out I was pregnant last year. Like I said, I have been pretty busy. Now my heart is heavy. Now I want to listen to a bunch of sad songs and cry and curl up into a ball. Instead, though, I will finish cleaning up and play some more SongPop to try to take my mind off of it. Problem solved?
I do the same thing. Here is my playlist of sad songs lol: http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL1C0F07F38ABEF1C6&feature=mh_lolz
ReplyDeleteIf you make one we should share :).